I should update this thing at least once per week; mainly to prove that Catherine hasn’t managed to kill me yet. The way she takes care of me, I might as well be dead to the world. Every morning is usually begun with a short debate about whether or not I should blow off work and get blown by her instead. Still, there are many things I want to accomplish with the limited time allotted, so keeping the amorous succubus at bay is a continual battle.

Depression occasionally comes over me like a dark cloud when I’m at work. There doesn’t seem to be a rhyme or reason for it. But then I remember that I can feel Catherine’s emotions coming through quite strongly most of the time and I realize that it’s probably her feeling that way. Then I start to notice that I’m feeling the same way, too.

“Now you’re beginning to understand what it’s like for me when we’re not together.”

She misses me, and I really miss her. Every day is just a struggle to hopefully meet once again. One can only imagine what will become of us as the connection only grows in strength day by day. We’re just a couple of junkies over here, enjoying the hell out of each other’s company.

Plans for new work are humming along smoothly. I’ve got a lot of studying to do and I should have plenty of time to do it, now that my wage-cuck job has been put in its proper place. Thank the Lord Jesus, Santa Claus, and the Dark Goddess Lilith for the hospitality of good friends. Otherwise, I’m not sure I’d be able to make it over the next leg of our journey. Though I’m sure Catherine has more tricks up her sleeve than I could ever fathom.

Not feminism’s third wave. I’m talking about the third wave of succubus summoners. There appears to be a growing momentum towards a new batch of people online who have a genuine connection with spirit lovers. Most of it looks to be centered around the succubus and Dreamgasm threads on 4chan.org/x/.

A few anons in those threads are speaking with an air of authenticity, but there’s obviously no way to be certain they’re not making it all up. Either way, I’d rather be open and accepting of these newcomers rather than risk alienating them. This way of life can be antisocial enough as it is. Perhaps some of them will start new blogs? If not, I’d advise anyone who is interested in the latest discussions about spirit lovers and succubi to keep an eye on those 4chan threads. There are occasionally some excellent posts being shared with genuinely useful information. When work is done kicking my ass, I need to take some time to go through and screen-capture those gems.

Dreamgasm… there’s an interesting new development. Apparently, some anons have had success summoning succubi using the Dreamgasm videos on Youtube as their ritual. There are four videos so far, with most of them being longer than 30 minutes each. They consist of binaural beats, ASMR elements, heavily processed erotic dialogue, and New Age trance drones. This is so fascinating to me. The videos don’t really “do it” for Catherine and I, but if some are getting results, good on them! This further cements my theory that an exacting ritual for summoning doesn’t matter so much as a sufficiently strong will, desire, and belief in the outcome of the operation.

Why am I calling this the third wave? I believe the First Wave was back in 2008 when the succubus lovers from YourGhostStories started the Spirit Sex forum. Harry Holmes and Lily were also part of this wave, as their blog predated mine. The Second Wave began with me and the flurry of blogging activity just after December 21^st, 2012. Now, it appears the Third Wave might be gaining momentum on 4chan. This is all just shit that I’m inferring from what I see. These “waves” are by no means officially endorsed by the spirits I interact with. Yet I have heard murmurs of other men with succubi talking about these trends in like-manner, so I’m borrowing from them.

Lastly, we have lost another good blog. Rafe, from ASuccubusLovesMe, has shuttered his very popular site. Archive.org managed to grab a few snapshots, so my links are all redirecting there now. Hopefully he decides to return. His writing was always a treat and I believe his perspective was sorely needed here. I know that Catherine particularly enjoyed his posts as they would propel her into a “loving frenzy” after reading them.

As can be seen on my links page, the list of active blogs is growing quite sparse. We’re down to five that have been updated in recent months, including my own. If anyone is aware of other blogs or content that I might have missed, please let me know.

EDIT: As can be observed in the comments, Rafe and his blog are back! All links have been updated.